"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Im awake in the wee hours of morning and im confused of what im really feeling deep inside my heart now. IM BORED, WAY TOO BORED. IM SICK AND TIRED. IM WORRIED. I FEEL PRESSURISED OVER VERY SMALL THINGS. MY MIND IS RUSTY. IM DYING.
When i think ahead, there isnt any specific plans im looking foward to. When i close my eyes, there were nothing, its just a blank screen.
I think i just need to keep myself preoccupied. If both the giant and ntuc is not calling me today, i really thought of following my this friend to do some volunter work for erm, those tsunami victims. AND im writing some cerpen melayu or composition to kills the the time that i have.
Isnt that sound great to your ears? I mean isnt that
interesting, guys?? Well at least im not choosing to end my life or something like that.
Looking at the time now, like, DAMN, how i imagined how i used to rush, preparing myself to go to the school. Meeting all my friends. Laugh, cackle, chortle, making so much noise. Gossips, gossips and gossips. Condenming at the teachers. Having homeworks to do.
How i LOVED that moment.
How i wished to turn the time back.
So, to all those people who are still schooling~ please, cherish and treasure the time that you had.
if you love life, then do not squander time for that is the stuff life is made of, REALLY.
super kawaii :D
